I love to plan. I love writing out plans. I love when a plan
comes together (haha!). I love to write my outlines and chapter outlines and to
have a very clear idea about where I am going and how I am going to get there.
That said I do not do that has often as I should. Right now the story I trying
to write other than the chapter I am working on right now I do not have an
outline. So to some extent I feel lost. I am not sure where the story is going,
I have a general idea about how I am going to get to the second book but I am
not really sure. The second book is the first one I started writing. I know
weird but in my defense I did not know that I was writing more than just one
story. I thought that I had one little story but I don't. I have one story that
wants to be told in three parts. So back to the lost feeling. I now am writing
outlines for the chapters as I come to them. Meaning before I start chapter
nine I wrote about a three line outcome for this chapter. These are things that
I would like to happen in the story. Now my characters sometimes like to do
what I think they should not always. Sometimes they like to have fight where I
was expecting just a little campfire scene. You know something with some
talking and little heart to heart from character to another. Nothing too big
but the story is a life onto itself. That is when being a pantser comes into help.
The first novel I finished I had no outlines, no characters
that I just had to write about, nothing like that. All I had was a five line
short short from a flash fiction course that I thought that I could work with.
Here is the short-
At the head of the bus was a man, at least she thought is
was a man, but under all those robes she could not tell. The man had knocked
the conductor out and he was bleeding terribly.
Georgie realized that no one was going to stop him or do anything. That
is no one but her. She knew that unless she stopped him they were all going to
die.
That is what I based my first novel from. Not much but it
bloomed into something that I am never going to let anyone read. Ever. It is a
first novel and so it needs to be hidden
away in some dark corner, never to be seen or read again. I was a pantser for
it. I think that is part of the problem. I had no idea where I was going or how
I was going to get there. But my first novel taught me many things and the most
important one is this. I can write a novel. I can do this. It is not an
impossible dream like I thought is was for far too many years. If only I had
been a pantser ten years ago I could have written ten of the novels that are
floating around in my head right now. But I was too scared too. I was afraid of
failure and I was afraid of success. I was afraid of trying to make a dream
into my reality. It was easier to have the dream than to try and make into
something more. But I have now. That sad, little novel do that for me. Being a
pantser for NaNoWriMo did this for me. So it does not matter whether you are a
plotter or a pantser but be what will help you get your dreams out of your head
into your reality!
See you next week.
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